Friend I am so thankful for your forgiveness! Thank you for your kind heart and abounding Love!
This is not to say that we wont have bad days and or encounter hard times and mean people, BUT With Gods help all things are possible! This afternoon is proof of just that! God is amazing! I went to my friend and asked for forgiveness, the whole meeting went well. I cant even begin to describe how terrified I was to actually see her, mostly because I was afraid to hear how much damage I had caused. I Pushed away an amazing person and over what? NOTHING! I cant believe I ever even was that person. well, I can now say from experience that when you feel one way ODDS ARE the other person feels THE SAME WAY!!! Just talk about it... all this junk that happened between us all came about because of mis-communication and or just NOT talking at all. well the leading up did anyways, and then I took matters into my own hands... anyways, that is all in the past and I am looking forward to maybe starting fresh with this friend. I only wish is had not taken me an entire year to get over myself! Thank you God for the push I needed to do JUST THAT! These last 4 years have been very interesting I have had up moments and down moments, hit rock bottom, Found God and here I am. Looking forward to the next chapter in life, just wishing this one didn't have to be over quite so soon!